March 2012
February 2012
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ithurtssomuch:
I don’t feel anything anymore. What are feelings? Real feelings? I don’t know it anymore. To me there is only this emptiness. Sometimes it’s taking away my breath. Sometimes it’s suffocating me. Pushing me around. Strangling me. Sometimes it’s hiding behind a deep wall of sadness, yet it’s still there. There is no escape from it. No way to fill this big space of nothingness inside...
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british boys: hey babe, how are you? you look lovely today
american boys: whaddup shawty you lookin good winna winna chicken dinna hellz yeah lets get naked
arab guys: you wanna make friendship
untroestlich:
I can’t be the one I was before I started to fall apart. Some pieces are too small, to put them back together. I will never be whole again, never be sane again. Some darkness will always stay inside of me. And that’s what I fear the most:That it will just wait there for the day it can take over again.
me: I should go shower now
(five minutes later)
(another five minutes later)
(yet another five minutes later)
(more five minute intervals)
someone: (goes into the bathroom)
me: wow fuck you I was JUST about to go take a shower
Me when I go out: I should've stayed home
Me when I stay home: I should've gone out
Me when I'm around people: I want to be alone
Me when I'm alone: I want to be around people.
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